What causes fights and quarrels among you? Don't they come from your desires that battle within you? You want something but don't get it. You kill and covet, but you cannot have what you want. You quarrel and fight.
James 4 1:2 (NIV)
When we get angry it is because we don't get something we want. Be it something material or not if in the end we don't have it, then we get angry. Now what we do with such anger comes the problem. many of us vent it out on someone or something. Be it the focus of your original anger or some unlucky fellow who so happened to pass by you at a bad state. then there are the people who hold it in, bury it for a later time - which always seems to get further and further away. now these people are the one who you need to watch out for. they may seem to be all happy-go-lucky, but that is just the product of their superior facade.
but what i find about these people who mask their anger, is that they mask all other feelings as well. you will never see what they are really feeling because they have learned to hide away all tell tales through the years.
How do i know these thing? Because i am one of those people, actors, who hide away from all the pain.
But what i find comforting is that there are some few people who can see past my walls and see what I'm really feeling, and i know that their are real, genuine, friends that will stick by me no matter what i say.
From a deranged lunatic... i bid you farewell
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